SEOWTING:D

2010-01-22T19:19:00.004+08:00

this is ME & HUIJUN ! (: she say this photo very niceeeeeeee , HAHAHA :DD

im posting my blog now cos people have been telling me to update ! (:

SCHOOL IS SO BORINGGGGGGGG ! ):
so many homework need to do , argh !
no time no time ! :OO

HO WENNING DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL !
coscoscos she's down with fever , HAHAHA :D
get well soon .
IM TALKING TO HER ON PHONE NOWNOW !

monday got SS test , must study people .

SEE HOW LAME IS HUIJUN , HAHA :D ;

a photoshot for her red bean she cut on her bio (:

2009-12-30T23:29:00.004+08:00

i got so much to say , so much to explain myself . but i wasn't given a chance to . it's just feel so shitty . what comes to my mind seriously need to think THRICE not twice before coming out .

-what i want doesn't comes , but what comes by are what i don't want ):

2009-12-27T17:35:00.006+08:00

today's topic that filled my head : INTERPRETATION & GOSSIP

seriously , hate it when everything turns out wrongly when it gets to others ear . but , nobody can control/confirm that things are what it used to be when it first said out . additionally , when you say something which you know what you means by that , but who knows whether the others do ? it's just so easily to get misinterpreted & misunderstood isn't it ? even if you do try explain things out , it gets no point actually . once you are named under the word liar , you would be tainted in it . same as gossip ; cos you used to gossiping with others , when you speak to someone secretly , it will be taken as 'hey you are gossiping aren't you ?' argh , damn it ! & i start to get bothered about it at the beginning , keep wanting to explain myself . but ! think , what's the use to explain ? it's like no matter what is spoken out , it will still be considered as speaking ill of someone when it's not meant to be . what's that suppose to be as a sentence , will literally becomes a bad comment when it goes around . & before knowing it , you've become someone who keep gossip behind ppl's back . so the best way is keep everything to myself & just shut myself up . what's gossip ? it is about saying other people's affairs isn't it ? if telling someone YOUR OWN affair , is that suppose to be a secret or gossip ? who goes around & start gossiping de whole day ? yak & yak & yak non-stop , trying to smear others image etc , that's boring yo ! also , gossip isn't all abput speaking ill behind ppl's back , can be other stuffs too what . well , who don't gossip ? is just whether you are speaking ill of the someone or just talking about what happen to the someone . tired of explaining when things goes wrong , cos whoever might not even believe what you say . if i heard some things that someone says , & the bad image comes into my mind , no matter how much explainations come over , i will be like 'eww ! she's saying so much just to find those fcuking reasons to cover herself up . definitely not as pure as you think it is , who's going to believe her !' it's so realistic isn't it ? this topic just dampened my mood & i shall stop adding on . the main thing that im trying to say is it kills ! :/

YESTERDAY !
went sentosa with Branda , Kaiyun , Rachel , Kally , Edward , Johnathan , Derrick & Shengwei .
it's quite fun , looking at ppl getting dragged down into the sea , haha .
especially KAIYUN & RACHEL'S part , they were really d-r-a-g-g-e-d down .
around 3plus , kaiyun rachel & kally left .
& the rest of us left at 4plus , bath everything den went to somerset .
branda left us also , meeting her brother at somerset cos got family dinner .
follow on the rest of us went KFC to eat den shop around SOMERSET 313 .
trained home at 9plus .

some always get away with a PERFECT image lying inside in others & forever get the benefits first .

2009-12-25T19:30:00.005+08:00

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S ! :D

aww , ystd eve is a total ruined ):
sadsadsadsad & SAD !
met different ppl at different time , was suppose to be fun cos i'll be busy .
but after which when it's family time slot at around 8-1030 , i got stucked at home .
damn it ! >8(
at first have lot;s of different event one , one stop by another .
but was forced to stay home play majong overnight !
BORING !
thanks people for the presents ! love you all :DD
suppose to go shop for ppl's presents ystd , BUT !
i saw so many sales & began buying my own stuffs instead of theirs .
SORRY HUNKS & BABES ! will try get everything before i meet you all (:
after christmas sale , de next one coming up is GSS !
coooooooooooooooool .
anyways , school's staring soon ! ):
boring days gonna start . & so is o levels .
arghhhh , sian .
TMR ANOTHER DAY OUT TO SENTOSA {:
bringing my new bag , gees .
hahahahahaha , i think i should just stop buying bags !

i want 1111 ):

2009-12-23T22:51:00.005+08:00

; credits to KEQI (:

YOU KNOW LOVE ISN'T EVERYTHING ♥
; IT JUST CREATES TROUBLES ! DAMN IT !

2009-12-23T19:32:00.005+08:00

OMFG ! it's christmas eve T M R ! i thought it's on SAT :O

stupid me , & i haven go for christmas shopping ):
what to get for them ? & buy for who ?
hahahaha , tmr den i go seesee buy what (:
staying home wait for tiffany to come give me my surprise den head out to find keqi .
den take my another present den go shop others present .
after that go home celebrate with family den out again ! midnight ! :D
yesyesyesh ! i become tan alrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
happyhappy :D but im still going sentosa again on sat with ;
Johnathan , Edward , Branda , Rachel , Kaiyun , Kally & some others idk going not .

Yesterday ;
went hiphop at the afternoon then meet Kally at bishan .
trained down to vivo & meet Kaiyun , Johnathan , Edward .
den walk to vivo den meet Rachel there .
watched AVATAR . gosh , the show seriously make me feel so giddyyyyyyyy :S
& i asked whether we could leave in the mid of the show , hahah .
KALLY SLEPT FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE SHOW OKAY !
she just wasted ten bucks to sleep inside . kinda dumb =xx
after movies , Kally went off & the rest of us went mac to eat/slack .
went home at 12plus & reach home at 1plus am ! ):
some things went wrong & im abit angry .
i think im abit bad at that time , especially my attitude .
but , imma utterly disappointed ! SERIOUSLY !
hians , dk what to say , just not the right thing .
partly is about those gentleman & stuffs , dont wanna talk about it .

TODAY ;
went suntanning at AMK SWIMMING COMPLEX with Kaiyun , Rachel & Kally (:
meet Kally at amk den headed to find them .
hahahah , Kally was dragged up by ME ! :D
day by day , im getting blacker .
cool ! hahahahahah .
den we ate P O P E Y E for our lunch .
there's a newly open branch at JUBELIE people .
go there eat ! :D
after that , hiphop again . YESH ! complete 1/4 of the dance alr !
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , cos it's seriously tiring me out .
went swimming den hiphop , im getting sleepy cans !
but , gotta choreogragh 2min dance with the song troublemaker by akon .
IT'S WEARING ME OUT ! :/

PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSS :

I LOOK SUPER UGLY IN ALL THIS PHOTOS ! ): but , WHO CARES ?! :D

2009-12-21T23:04:00.004+08:00

OHHMYGOD , GET THE DAMN COUGH AWAY FROM MEEEEE ):

im soon gonna cough to death . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
cannot tahan alr , like asthma like that .
coughing every minute siah , omgomgomg .
today went school , FUN ! :D
that's all i can say & im happy .
HEY PEOPLE ! CHRISTMAS COMING YA KNOW ?
hahahahaha , im hintingggggggggg (:

but what i want i confirm wont get it one .
cos it's expensive ):
im so sadsadsad , hians !
& one more thing im sad about , is my blue bag !
it's spoilt , de colour got stained .
im super duper sad nowwwwwwww D;

anyway , today did something super malu .
got totally WRONG INFO !
AWWWWW , STUPID ME TO BELIEVE THOSE RUMORS & GOT LAUGHED ):
nvm , anyway it's all cleared up .
time to delete my whole inbox !
hahaha , cos too many messages & my phone inbox outbox all corrupted .
so dumb huh ? hahaha .

tmr's going out ! :D

2009-12-20T16:21:00.009+08:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP ! (:

happyyyyyyyy , but im sick ):
downn with fever , sorethroat & cough !!!
it's seriously so hard for me to talk & i dont like it .
hmph . btw , good for ~~you~~ !
not my problem anyway .
hahaha , for an ass like you .
feel so sickly right nownownow , cant go out ):
BUT STILL , i will go tanning one day before school starts ! :D
cos im becoming white again & i dont want !
though becoming white , there's still a contrast on my body becos of the bikini line ! ):
stupid siah me , only take care my face , not my shoulder .
ended up my face didnt peel but my shoulders do .
so dumbdumbdumb :/
school's starting soon , needa study ler .
cos nextyear is my olevels .
dont wanna it to become lousy & ruin my great future !
hahahahahah , wanna go shopping but cant ):
cos spent alot money alr . it's nvr enough okay .
gotta grow my hair longlong (:

it's just a split second ; 1111 ):

2009-12-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

IM GOING CAMP ON TMR-SAT ! (:

well , im back from sentosa .
it's sure a great day out ! (:
&& i found out that one can nvr leave house without a 50dollars in his/her wallet !
cos me & jiamin is seriously not enough money today .
hmm , i got even redder now , & even worse sunburn ):
pain like heeeeeeeeeeeeeeell . but it's worth it uh .
hahahah , im falling sick BUT i gotta endure until camp's over .

met jiamin at 930 today , but im late !
SORRY JIAMIN ! D; make you wait so long siah .
should have wakeup earlier .
den went vivo buy food ! (:
met maokang , kokann , keqi & joelynn at sentosa too .

GOT ALOT THINGS TO DO , EDIT WHEN IM BACK !
byebyeeeeeeeeeee :DDD

2009-12-13T23:26:00.005+08:00

MY LAST DAY OF WORKKKKKKKKKK ! ;D

yesyesyes , i'm freaking happy that i don't have to bore & mould there !
hehhehheh . do you know how boring i am everyday just to sit there ?
what's more , i have super less sales than anyone working there .
although it was fun went slacking & shopping with KEQI during working hours ,
but there's still time when we both went back to our booth & mould there .
today i went ps work . the environment & ppl there are SO DIFFERENT than at suntec .
i seriously , prefer suntec than in ps . suntec is definitely better cos got keqi there :D
got ppl slackwith me , talk to me & play with me ((:
awwwww , miss working with her manzxzx !~
anyway , she went all the way from suntec to ps to guide me how to go .
good huh ? hahahah . THANKS ALOT !
den went back to suntec . but just when she left , her boss came over .
it's so funny when i called her while chasing her outside ,
& told her that her boss is here . she was so shocked & she started RUNNING !
hahahahahah , & there i am , chasing her all the way .
laughs , she's such a joker .

i'm going SENTOSA with JIAMIN tmr .
but i'm still having hardcore sunburn nowwwwwwwwwww )):
no choice , i know she wanted to tan since very long & i dont wanna let her disappointed .
so i shall go & tan with her ! (:
i'm meeting her tmr 930 at tpy .
gotta wake up early my friends
hahah , bet it'll be a great day ! with tons of photos .
love it love it love it to the coreeeeeeeeee :DDDD
moreMOREMORE photosssssssssss !
ehees , what should i wear tmr ?
should i apply tanning oil or sunblock when im having hardcore super pain sunburn ?
gotta think hardhard :/

wells , i'm having camp startingfrom tuesday-saturday !
miss me alright ? not to worry , i will miss everyone :D
hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa , after which when camp's over ,
i shall try staying home & revise through all my sec3s work & get prepared for 2010 .
i really hope i can uh , cos there isn't much time left for me to prepare for OLEVELS .

I MUSTMUST STRIVE HARD FOR OLEVELS ! (:

2009-12-11T23:38:00.009+08:00

HAD A GREAT FUN SWIMMING TODAYYYYYY ! :D

went JurongEast with Keqi , Maokang , Kokann & Perry(?) .
sadly joelynn didnt came ):
met at 11 at Yishun den headed to Jurong .
played until 3plus den went to bath .
after that , went eat then CHINESE GARDEN .
hahah , took alot photos over there .
it's F-U-N alright . & i bet everyone got SUNBURN !
hahahahahah , cos im as red as one tomato nowwwwwww ):
&& it hurts ! so tired okay .
there's band tmr , awww .
when my back hurts like hell & i can't find any lotion to apply DD:

{only upload some photos but you can view on FACEBOOK (: }

2009-12-10T23:47:00.005+08:00

ignore the guy behind (:

my last day of work in SUNTEC & i'm moving on to PS !
becos it is my lastday , i don't even give a damn to the supervisors out there (:
&& all i went is shopping & SHOPPING & SHOPPING !
plus i even left early . who cares about getting sack when i'm alr leaving that stupid place ?
im so bored of suntec , cos i shop all the areas ler . nothing else for me to shop .
except one last top from hyphosis , that top seems so cool !
hahahahahahah , EVENTS :

Tomorrow ; swimming with keqi , joelynn & etc .

Saturday ; band .

Sunday ; work at PS .

Monday ; sentosa with jiamin .

Tuesday-Saturday ; BAND CAMP !

Boreeeeeeeeeeeeed :/ still need wakeup early tmr to collect my contacts .
&& i forgot to take my sales report from suntec !
Argh , gotta head down again to take it . If not sunday cannot write ler .

something dumb to add on , my papa is suspicious where the hell do i have so much money to keep going shopping & buy things everytime i go out . they thought i go accompany ppl den have money cans ! WTHHHHHHHHH , where got parents like that think their own daughter one ? hello !! anyway , i also dk where do i have so much money to keep spending . hahahah , but who cares as long as i got the money for me to spend huh ? the more the merrier ! hahahahahah ! :D

needa pack tmr's stuffs ! shall post again when i come back ((:

2009-12-09T23:32:00.011+08:00

I SO MISS SO MANY OF THE GIRLSSSSSS ! D:

so many days didnt see so manymany of them .
gosh , i really miss them damndamn lot okay !
KUAN WAIMEI ! MONDAY BETTER BE FREE ! (:
really very long nvr see you lerrrrrrrrrrr .
plus didnt go out with you before lor , MEETUP MEETUP !
you know i miss you alotalot ! :D
hahahahahahah .

im looking forward on friday coscos ,
WE ARE GOING SWIMMING ! {:
i bet you girls are looking forward toooooooooo .

im getting fatter & FATTER & FATTER ! serious !
cos i keep eat & eat & eat .
others work can slim down , but for me , i get fatter .
wthhhhhhhhhhhh :/
life's been G-R-E-A-T now && i love the way it is ! :D
don't change anything , i want it the way it is now .
i've been spending money even before i get my pay .
i must stop wasting money , seriously .
argh , work is simply so boring .
tmr one boss coming down , & i need to TEACH HIM okay !
dotsdots , my camp is on 15-19 ppl .
so messages will not be replied .
plusplus , im CUTTING OFF all connections (:
tired of hogging on to phone everytime , so boring !

TMR I WILL BE BUYING A NEW BAG WITH KEQI :D
she's getting the GOLD one & im getting the LUMINOUS BLUE one .
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :DDDD

outdated photos will be updated nexttime when im free !
Stay tune ! (:

2009-12-09T01:09:00.004+08:00

MY SECOND DAY OF WORK ! (:
two more days , just endure through this two more .
hahah , den im freeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D
ohhmygod , im sure to get bored to death over there okay .
no customer oneeeeeeeeeee , so lousy ! :/
today had so much fun , with K-E-Q-I !
hahahah , we seemed to be getting paid just to go shopping .
that's so great is'nt it ?
reason : becos we keep went around to shop instead of staying there & promote my stuffs .
BUTBUTBUT ! it was'nt a good day either . during the start of work .
there's this supervisor , she scolded us ! ):
HMPH ! cos keqi came over to my booth & chat with me .
plusplus , i took off my shoe TO PASTE PLASTER OKAY !
also not for fun , & that bloody bitch scold me .
still call my boss come down okay !
stupid laa she . after this , she still went around scolding other promoters .
ass ! her job is simply go around scolding ppl only .
see the face you confirm know she keep scold ppl one .

SO SAD LAA , I LET TWO CUSTOMER RAN AWAY ! )):
becos im out shopping & they waited for me TEN PLUS MINUTES !
but im still not back yet , so they went off .
i think the company should not hire me , i come is waste their money only .
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah (:

tmr , i shall be good to stay there ! cos wednesday & onwards got more customer .
i MUSTMUST sell until 500 to get my stupid commission !

shall go sleep alr , previous post edit NEXTTIME ! {:

2009-12-07T00:17:00.003+08:00

it's DYING ! so busy lately , so didnt post anything .
GOT A JOB ANYWAY ! thanks to keqi (:
hahahahaha , all i have to do is sit there & i got money take ! :D
is'nt that kinda G-R-E-A-T ?
tmr's starting work & keqi going pei me .
hahah , goodgood !
tons of photos to upload cos i keep going out .
well , after working for this week & i shall STAY HOME STUDY !
no more going out !
im broke now anyway , cos of de whole day of shopping .
gah ! so must control myself .
seriously i think something is terribly wrong in me !
a sudden moodswings i can say :/
stop it will you , it's killing me !
anyway , i think i've changed .
my sister & parents were stunned at me everytime .
idk whether if this is good or not but , for this it shall be .
dont really wanna bother also .
looking forward to nextweek , cos im going to self study (:
HEY ; there is just rare perfection around , so dont think about it yea ?
everything will be fine {:

btw ,

I WANNA MIGRATE !

it's a sudden stupid thought .
idk why either , but it's in my head for this whole dayyyyyyyyyy .
OHHMYGODDDDDDDDDDD :/
it's definitely not a good one , hahahah .
looking back , i feel so demoralized .
seriously , && it's bringing my mood down .
ohohoh , i've successfully mixed a cocktail ystd !
&& it taste nice , ehees ! :D

doubting myself ;
is this the real me ? i feel so plastic right now .
really . a drastic change within me .
in terms of anything , i really have deep changes .
but i feel so not right . i wanna make it right .
some may have know what im trying to say .
even i dont understand myself , how about you ppl ]:
just feel that what im doing is not for myself , but for other aim ,
which i should not even thought about it .
cant even settle down & concentrate ,
how can i even self study when im thinking so much !
rah , stupidstupidstupid .
im just not me right now ):
&& i know i MUST stop it .

im removing tagboard , cos im lazy to have one .
sorry for the inconvenient caused .

-photos shall be uploaded nexttime ! (:

2009-11-27T15:20:00.006+08:00

YESTERDAY ;
went band early in the morning !
haha , pack logistics cupboard only .
cos , WE ARE CLEANING BANDROOM ! :D
at first thought it might take a long time ,
so went to school at 9 !
everything was done at 1030 ,
fast huh ?
so slacked & take our own sweet time .
went to hub with HANDSOME(huijun) & eat our normal food .
hahahaha , den slack again to wait for BRANDA !
after that , went to plaza sing to meet ;
Junhao , Nixon , Kumar , Tiffany & Yongren .
watched 2012 ! (:
it's niceeeeee !
PHOTOS WITH BRANDA ;

FLASHHHH !

2009-11-27T14:19:00.017+08:00

SOOOOOO HAPPY PEOPLE ! :DD

haha , 12/11 is SYMPHONIC OUTING !
had so much fun & i really love that day .
feel so together , it's real good ! (:
although there's some hic-cups in between ,
but everything went fine in the end .
i bet everyone love that day too ,
becos I DO !
hahahahaha , went sentosa in the morning .
did something like amazing race ,
funny !

FIRST stop ;
Imbiah walk ,
WE ARE THE ONLY GROUP THAT DIDNT EXCEED 5MIN FOR THE QUIZ !
GREAT JOB B ! (:
hahahahaha , happy ?
SECOND stop ;
Underwater world ,
some things happen there , gah !
but was still fine bah .
took photos of peacock & turtles & task done !
THIRD stop ;
Images of Singapore ;
took a creative photo with the truck & task done !

den went back to the pavilion .
played games .
haha , we are suppose to fill a cup with a broken cup .
Group A & C are one group ;
& Group B & D are one group .
SO SAD ! our group LOST ! )):
group A & C won .
haha , had alot fun there .
den , headed back to school .

LOOK AT FACEBOOK FOR THE PICTURES ! (:
http://www.facebook.com/#/album.php?aid=2028102&id=1393673334&ref=mf

4:45PM ; IT'S BBQ TIMEEEEEEE :D

at first wanted to slack with JASMINE & CLARINETIST after bbq but !
my parents came to fetch me )):

tags reply nexttime (:

2009-11-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

A DAY OUT TMR ! (:
argh , tired .
so many ppl are sick this few days ,
band had many absentees becos of fever .
hahahahahaha .
a total busy day today ,
cos too much casualties .
guess im falling sick soon too !
but im S-T-R-O-N-G ! :D
one cute video , it's auto-tuned !
DAMN CUTE CAN ! (:
one original & one auto-tuned .

ORIGINAL :

AUTO-TUNED :

ENJOY ! (:

2009-11-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

IM FINALLY POSTING ! :D

if you dont like the way this post is , you can leave .
dont judge & comment about it (:
many things happen lately ,
so much till it's enough to fill a book with many chapters .
things are just so far beyond our control .
nobody wants anything bad to happen too ,
so why blame others when things turn out to be the other way ?
look forward hunks & babes !
stop looking back , there's no rewind .
if being good friends are called as affair ,
there would be tons of affairs for one person .
no one can steal anything from you !
get your mind right okay ?
whats gone is gone , why bother to broad over it ?
live on !
dont have to feel tired etc , forget & continue living .
blaming others for what turns out wrong ,
will it change the result ?
so , STOP thinking about it !
smile & live the days as happy as you can .
who cares about all those unhappy stuffs .
ENJOY PEOPLE ! (:

ystd is COE launch ,
F-U-N ! (:
took photos with HANDSOME(huijun) !
hahaha , happy !
cos there's only very little chances for me to take photo with her wearing her BM uniform .

CLASS PHOTO :

dont really have the mood to post , speechless !
post again next time (:

2009-08-17T21:28:00.003+08:00

IM POSTING AGAIN !
god , stomach so pain :/
grrrr , okay today got B-A-N-D !
so tired .
she was emphasizing on techniques .
i got NO breath to hold so long !
hahahahaha , lousy .
alright , something dumb to share ;
during keeping of instruments today i went to geog room .
was at sym storeroom MYSELF .
but military trumpeters outside laa .
then , after i keep finish my stuffs , someone said 'HELLOHELLO' from behind .
so as what human will do , i turned back .
but there's NOBODY !
gosh , at that time im freaking scared okay !
cos the sound seems like someone taking some long tube & shout through it .
it comes from where the timpani were .
i tell you , if you are me , you will also be scared .
but , cos there's ppl outside ,
so i didnt shout !
den i didnt move , scared maa .
until claire & cinyee came over , i told them & quickly ran out of the room .
so dumb can !
continue on , i told suyee & we plus claire went back to the room .
when we stepped in , we heard that sound again !
WE JUMPED UP & SCREAM !
HAHAHA !
den we realise that the sound came from the SPEAKER .
so stupid & idiot laa .
can you imagine how dumb we were ?
& we screamed ?!
what the hell .
haha , but it's damn funny .
okay , shall post till here .
hahahahahahahahahahahaha :D

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2009-08-07T22:22:00.005+08:00

today is school's national day celebration !
ended early , 1oplus .
went all the way to suntec city mall to eat pasta mania , dumb hor .

den back to orchard to watch UP ! (:
3D one , not really much 3D parts .
so dont waste money on 3D .
not that good though , haha .
but ! cineleisure de price for both 3D & not 3D is 13dollars .
so no difference laa .
haha , i heard this in toilet .
some girls commenting about the price , dumb .
went with jiamin & jiaxing .
fun ! & took some photos .

I WANT WATCH ORPHAN !
BUT IM JUST 15 NOT 16 ! ):
so idiot , one more year !
the 3D glasses so uncomfortable !
not nice to wear , i keep adjust in the whole show .
LOOK LIKE ROBIN LEY !

i find human are selfish .
really , i told some ppl about the reason why .
which is so stupid .
humans are self-centered de maa .
ofcos everyone think for themselves first .
isnt that obvious ?
i start t dislike you ,
but im telling myself not to .
cos only one & a half more year jiu graduate ler .
i dont want hate ppl and graduate .
i only want life to be peaceful , why is it just so hard ?

-tag replies will be replied nextweek ! (:

2009-08-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

okay , here's my update ! :D
i feel so bitch in band !
im serious , cos i cant control my fcuking temper !
basket , i saw those juniors attitude-ing , it simply spoil my mood .
but it let me realized how idiot i was in band lasttime .
haha , cos im also one attitude junior !
seriously , how you ppl tolerate me when im so attitude ?
haha , i bet that you ppl want to scold me like how i want to the juniors .
i am going to say this .
if you juniors happen to see my blog ,
i dont mind though .
but remember , im seowting from clarinet & im a logistic .
i think you all will know who i am uh .
the one very bitch one .
haha , easy to know uh .
okay , i shall start my thing .
i tell you all !
you all really make me super irritated in band !
i ask you all to move up to the front ,
you all act like nothing happen .
so i say this for fuck ?
HELLO , YOU ALL EXPECT SENIORS TO SHIFT ?
plus im saying in a very nice manner ley .
super friendly !
cos i promised to control my temper ,
but i super buaytahan can .
it's just shifting in front , is it so hard ?
i know you all want be with your friends ,
but it's just for ne debrief .
very fast & it's settled .
im really super pissed off with this okay .
alright , i should control my temper .
just hope next week is better .
get so frusfrated , when everyone is rushing but nobody wants to shift up .
as though your ass stuck on the chair .
rahs !
second , this is for EVERYONE !
we make announcement is not for fun de ley ,
if you break rule , just report .
isit that hard ?
i know there'll be punishment if you report .
but everyone is doing the same what .
every practise , hear so much clashing sound ,
but nobody bother to report .
until i ask !
so am i suppose to do this every practise ?
i sick of being the bad guy !
take over me mingyong .
everytime all this things is i do one , im sick of it !
i feel so bitch .

i feel so drifted apart .
i now seldom talk to those i am very close de .
im just concentrating living in my own world siah .
wth , it's a bad thing !
but now den i realise .
since when i become like this ?
a fcuking coward ; timid bitch .
i dont dare to speak up !
what a lousy ass .
arg , i need the courage i used to have !

you are right , im scared of ppl treating me nice .
i dont know why but i just overcome the fear .
once bitten twice shy maa .
how to explain that ?
it's not your fault .
neither it's about what all you said dont work .
it's just my mentality ;
my problem .
im just so lousy .

TAG REPLY ;
jiaxing : haha , hello .
vincent : haha , jiayous . you study so hard , can one (:
junyang : yaa , CASS ! haha .
someone-.-: you are ? haha , yup i miss it ! (:
winnie : haha , HELLO ! yup , so fun eh ! :D
tzeyeng : haha , sorry uh . give me your link , i link you . haha .
Veron : hello , haha . okay , asapasap ! haha .
K'欣;K-IMBERLY (:: yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ? (:
YokPin : haha , UPDATE ALRDY UPDATE ALRDY :D

2009-07-28T19:18:00.014+08:00

here i am posting !
i dont know what to say ,
did some counting today
& i finally realised something .
some ppl might know what im saying about :/
you all said dont ,
but i guess i should .
it's waiting for me isnt it ?
hahaha , dumbass .
i really LOVE SSW ! :D
it's fun eh !
all thanks to cassandaHO , cassandraONG , veron , chengfu , jonas? , gary , shawn? , junyang & ME ! (: sorry if i left someone out .
haha , it's so fun !
& yishan huh !
cos she is so FUNNY !

okay , seriously a clapclap to you .
you defeated me !
make me not underestimate your 'power?' .
hmm , i didnt know you can really changed my whole life man !
hahs , your influenced really is SUPER !
hahaha , but im sure not going to let you control my life !
hmph , im sure to stay strong .
although i know im not as strong as how i used to be .
not able to climb up from the floor ,
but i'll try .
im prepared to get cold water poured on me ,
so im not scared .
this seems to be lying , but it's a goal i aim for .
even though it was mutual , it still kills inside
cause for so long , how i've been defined .
it feels just like im going crazy .
you'll never get this feeling ,
cos your life is F-I-N-E .

IF YOU WANT THE RAINBOW , YOU MUST TO PUT UP WITH THE RAIN (D.PARTON)

HAHA , isnt it nice ?
it's an encouragement to me eh .
plus some ppl told me some things .
THANKS YOU PEOPLE !
love you all lots eh (:
i make my promise here ;
not to pon school anymore , unless i sick !
okayokay ? [:
haha , especially you MUMMIE-WAIMEI , see this !
hahahahaha , 1 & a half year .
i know i can make through .
thanks .

TOMORROW IS E-LEARNING !
teacher give hardcore homework ,
gaaaaaahs !
hmm , need do homework alrdy ?
simply total confusion in CHEMISTRY ! :/

I SERIOUSLY MISS THIS DAYS ! ):

TAG REPLIES ;
YokPin : haha , read ! (: welcomewelcome !
jiaxing : lag ley you , haha .
huiiyee : hello . haha , yup okay , thankyou (:
tze yeng : haha , thanks ! yaa , ONE MORE YEAR ! :D yeah !
CONSTANCE : haha , REPLIED EH ! WHERE'S MINE ? (:

2009-06-24T20:54:00.006+08:00

it's a super long post ! but i still hope you all will read it (:
coscos , i spend my heart typing this .

it's such a great improvement in you ! :D
i didnt waste my time talking to you so long yesterday .
i know i am super harsh to you yesterday ,
im sorry about that .
but after seeing your great improvement today ,
im so happy that this isnt wasted ! (:
i hope this can continue on further ,
it's great to see you put your heart into it .
lets just help & continue this on further !
dont let it die alright ?
i'll try my best not to lose my temper so easily again .
put our heart into it & make it G-R-E-A-T !
just like today ;
you were awesome !
i know you put your heart in & tried your best .
awww , touched .
we shall all cherish our times together ! (:
make this the BEST & the MOST FUN .
im sure you all will enjoy this too .
dont let anything demoralise you okay ?
it's hard to cooperate within one another .
just like how i started off with mingyong .
our days were spent quarreling .
until now , i finally realise that we need teamwork between each other .
i know it's too late , & so i dont wish you two walking the same route as me .
dont let personal things affect our teamwork .
we need to love one another & work well together .
we need each other to support on & help .
as i can say , it takes two hands to clap .
nobody shall be forgotten alright ? [:
one more year , me & mingyong will be graduating .
you two will be the seniors .
guide the juniors well okay ?
dont be like me (:
also , dont let temper get over you !
haha , i know im a bad example .
learn more from mingyong ,
he is a good partner .
he always let me do things on my way .
but , dont becos your partner let you have everything to your way & take advantage of him/her aah .
must care & share okay ?
it's tiring to do things yourself .
if everyone does things together , it feels GREAT after things had been done .
you are not a superman or wonderwoman ,
it's definitely better with people accompanying you get work done !
split the job equaly among each other okay ?
dont ever fight & quarrel like us .
it's not enjoyable at all .
i know im super naggy saying all this ,
but i do not want it to end just like this when its our turn guiding you juniors .
it is tiring , it's never a slacking or an easy job .
always remember , split jobs among each other to get things done using the least time .
&&& setting chairs need quite some time .
so RUN to the venue given okay ?
if not we will take tons of time setting up chairs .
when we are gone , you two will be the seniors !
& it will be your turn to guide the lower batch .
must shower them with your love & teach them everything before you graduate alright ?
pass this spirit we are having now down to the lower batch !
if the lower batch are not getting along well , settle it together okay ?
i dont wish them to be like me & mingyong .
if the person's charatoristic is similar to me , have a good talk with him/her .
im sure they will know why are you working so hard to make them cooperate .
it will be fun working together yea ?
lets continue this teamwork we had today :D
i love you people alotalot !
REMEMBER , WE NEED EACH OTHER FOR SUPPORT & TO BE THERE FOR US !
nothing is better than hearing encouragement from one another :DD
JIAYOUS !

i know why & i know it .
but i didnt blame you .
i know it's becos you didnt want to hurt me .
it's alright de , i will be strong (:

it's been so long !
i wonder if everything is alright .
i feels that it's not yet .
but i hope it will soon .
maybe it's just my own hope bah .
no matter what i respect you all de decisons (:
just tell me the answer & i will know what i should do .

i really dontknow what i should do .
am i suppose to say hello to you all when i saw you all ?
will i get back the hello or just the weird look ?
will things be back like before ?
the times we love one another .
like abit dumb thinking like this uh .

`it's different from how i first know you .

TAG REPLIES ;
vincent : yaa laa ! not good lor ! :/
GRACE : yaa , yishun have ):
'欣; K-IMBERLY (: : okay , link up soon (:
CINYEE : haha , YES ! lazy to think alrdy siah , && no time (:
vincant : hehehahahoho :D

2009-06-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

I HAD MY DINNER WITH MY PARENTS ! :D
im so happy that they came back for dinner .
thought today's fathers' day is a waste .
im so so happy ! (:
okay , my mama is quite superstitious .
she had her fortune read
& de fortune teller says she cant call me with my name .
can only call me papa's daughter .
wth siah !
my mama calling me papa's daughter .
like as though im another persons daughter .
although i know i am her daughter ,
but others hear this will also think the same way as me what .
i dont like it !
but the fortune teller says it's for my mama good .
so i dont have a choice !
gawwwww , i hate this :/
SHIT , I GOT TO PRODUCE THE DANCE BY TUESDAY ! ):
NO TIMEEEEEEEEEE !
something just pulled my mood down down down down down }:

2009-06-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ! :D

my parents not home ?
gaaah , they are busybusybusy !
wth ! :/
still thinking whether i should go out anot .
it's raining heavily outside .
grr , rather go cook now .
i just want to say this .
some people are just not forgiving enough !
no matter how many sorry you said it's still no cure .
&&&& it happen so long ago .
pettypetty .
alamak , buaytahan .
suddenly get so disgusted by you you know ?
cos of those selfish things you done .
make me feel so OMFG !
didnt know you were such a person until now .
utterly disgusted & disappointed .
speechless !

2009-06-21T01:02:00.005+08:00

BLUE = SAD ):

once again , im sleeping LATE !
haha , i keep using com siah !
even my mama buaytahan me & she nagged me .
hians , super lots of thing in my mind now .
it's alotalot !
this & that ; here & there .
like a mountain laa !
so many until idk where to start .
wth is wrong with me man !
i hate this i hate this i hate this ! :/
raahs roar rawrs !
i want to lost my memory ,
so i can start everything anew .
i want to move to somewhere where nature is everything .
start everything from scratch , a better life (:
gawwwww , isnt it just so great ?
but , it's impossible .

just now went to see those taiwan sprees .
going spend 180dollars on it !
still thinking whether i should anot laa ,
how to have 180 in a short time lor .
when im such a spendthrift .
CMI !

SCHOOL STARTING LER ,
i hate school !
i want go out everyday & play .
rather than studying , boring .
there's a maths test on first day of school reopen i think ?
but which maths which paper siah ?
dotsdots .

TAG REPLIES ;
vincent : haha , nah . dont believe it .
rachel.k : haha , i got link you also ! (:
suyee : HELLO GIRL ! long time no see lerrrrrrr ! :D
GRACE : hahaha , i wont burn de kitchen . dont small see me ! {:
Nellie : haha , HELLO ! [:
vincent : haha , okayokay . i got wash face one ! prevent pimples ! (:

2009-06-20T01:41:00.004+08:00

it's so late .
im still not asleep yet ! :/
so dumb , this few days i've been sleeping sooooo late .
getting more & more pimples ! }:
hahhahhah , weather so hot man !
can cook people alrdy laa , grrrrrr .
im using a PINK ICECREAM PHONE .
omgomg , PINK !
cos my phone sent for epair !
what a lousy phone ,
this spoil ; that spoil .
EVERYTHING SPOIL !
haha , it's my fault not taking good care of it though (:
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ! :D

`i dont want it to be memories .

2009-06-19T20:57:00.010+08:00

I GOT STUNG BY BEEEEEEEEEE ! ):

im blogging ! (:
hahaha , today ;
went to have lunch with constance at PASTA MANIA !
den headed to her house to slack .
after that to supermarket with mama .
finally home !

oh , people !
singapore still got sell kinder surprise ! :D
haha , i bought ler !
at town area de 'the cocoa tree' .
3eggs for 8dlooars !
expensive lor ,
lasttime only 3plus for 3eggs .
haha , if you all want buy too can go town area de 'the cocoa tree' (:

THIS SONG IS NICE ! [:

listen listen , haha .

omgggggggggggggggg !
i suddenly find myself miss *** !
wth went wrong in me siah !
gosh , get out of my head !
no no noooooooooooooooooooo ! ):
i cant & i dont want to !
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

-I WANT GO ZOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! :DD

oh , i simply love the horoscopes for CANCER in JULY !
BUT ONLY DOUGHNUTS & YELLOW ! :DDDDD
for all cancers (taken from teenage) ;

LIFE you're ready to be in control of your life , as you get the first taste of what it's like to be in a leadership position this month . it suits you well , considering you have a natural flair for connecting with all sorts of characters . things will be looking up for you this month !

LOVE during your birthday week , look out for a good-looking stranger who will sweep off your feet with their crazy sense of humour ! a good round of harmless flirting will lift your spirits up high . have fun !

BEST DAYS tuesdays & saturdays

LIKES belonging to a group , computer games , family time

DISLIKES name droppers , selfish people

CRAVING peppermint coffee , doughnuts

LUCKY COLOUR yellow

TAG PEPLIES ;
HUIJUN : haha , honoured hor ! (:
rachel.k : nah nothing much (: thanks for the concern ! :D
weitong : haha , nono , i didnt play ! (: constance played ! =x
HUIJUN : haha , you are welcome ! [:

2009-06-18T17:56:00.016+08:00

im finally blogging (:
haha , finally im spending my time at home !
didnt go out today .
this few days will be a quiet day huh ,
boring boring .
after going out everyday until now ,
suddenly feel so weird staying at home .
my brother went to his scout camp ;
my sister off for project ;
papa mama working ,
im alone at home !
soooooooo many free time !
want try baking & cooking some food .
got the urge to have some hands-on stuffs .
hahahahahahahaha , but nobody's home to try it ! :/
gawww , forget it .

FATHERS' DAY is this coming sunday ?
haha , im going to try cooking lamb chop for daddie !
although i dont eat that but it's his favourite ! (:
hope he likes it .

left with one more month to GRADUATION NIGHT .
i got to work harder & think of the dance steps for them .
let this be the first & the best performance for our seniors .
goodluck ! :D

i seriously want everything to be back like the last time .
i know it's impossible laa .
it's de bestbest time i ever had .
am i doing de wrong thing ?
you are so heartless , cold blooded .
why things just cant be forgiven & forgotten ?
i think too highly of myself ler .
i always think that de person you teng most is me ,
but im wrong .
hahaha , im WRONG !
some things just cant turn back ?
now we are like strangers ,
real strangers .
l hate this feeling !
i hate you , i hate myself !

know what ?
im such a jinx !
i caused it to become like this .
not de first example ler .
last year ,
there's one similar story .
i feel that it's my fault !
i feel so guilty .
i dont wish things to be like this either .
although it's not becos of me ,
but anyone become a close friend of mine will become like this .
idk why & i really hate it !
all i want is a peaceful life .
just a real peaceful with a few true girlfriends will do .
isit so difficult ?
i just wish my life can start all over again ,
starting from de firstday im born .

2009-05-24T20:14:00.003+08:00

im finally blogging !

I SO LOVE HUIJUN CAN CAN CAAAAAAAAAN ! :D

TAG REPLIES ;
vincent : hahaha , find something to do !
winnie : HELLOOOOOO ! (: haha , yaa . will link asap ! (:
GRACE : haha , will link asap ! my midyear kinda lousy siah :/
JIEXIN {: : haha , HELLOOOOOOO :D

2009-04-17T16:31:00.001+08:00

IM BOREEEEEEEEED !

simply bored bored bored .
nothing to do .
wanted to study so came home early ;
but i ended up rotting .
gaaaaaah !

2009-04-05T18:39:00.003+08:00

stayed at home today .
awwww , soooooo bored !
grr grrr grrrr ,
got alot of homework to be done .
puack ! i dont want dooooo !
sian ,

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the one at the most right is my brotheeeer !
hahahahahahaha , he dance hiphop !
gosh shocking ! (:

got to do homework leeeeeeeer , BYE ! :D

2009-04-05T00:16:00.003+08:00

going sleep soon soon .
dontknw why cant get to sleeeeeeeeep siah .
pathetic .
weather not good , hot hot hot .
gosh , brother snore super loudly !
guess he is really tired after a day camp .
i didnt wakeup at 3am today .
thay want go mandai to go pray to my ahma .
feel so guilty .
hians , now alot ppl asleeeep ler .
im still posting cos i cant sleep .
sad sad saaaaaaaaaaaad .
so bored .
something dumb ,
my blanket got confiscated cos i never fold .
second time ler !
gaaaaaaaah !
i want go try sleep again ler ,
gooooodnights ! (:

2009-04-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

FINALLY !

i finish edit everything . still got some problems but forget it uh .
gaah ! super lot things to say but i just think that i should just keep it in my heart .
so well skip it uh .
hmm hmmm hmmmm ,
i feel myself changing ler .
today i feel so happy bullying my small nephew .
lasttime i always let them bully me cos they are small .
so what they want i just let them win .
but today , i keep fight with my nephew .
not really a fight but i just keep bully him .
im so bad right ?
hahs , im so evil .
im bad im bad im bad !
anyway , im not a good friend .
let me state this clear .
so dont expect much from me this kind of lousy friend ,
you cant get back anything in return de .
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HEY ISIT MY FAULT OR YOURS ?

i finally admit my fateeeeeeee :/

`i waaaaaaaant to know what am i suppose to do next !

2009-03-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

IM FINALLY UPDATING MY BLOOOOOOG ! (:

sooooooooo long didnt post ler .
ohohohohohoh !

SYF IS NEXT TUESDAY !

goshgoshgosh , time passes sooooooo fast man !
shall post again , cos i lazy type ler .

sometimes everything turns out to be de opposite of what i think it will be D:

how long you wanted me to wait ?
dont treat me soo good laa .

2009-01-18T10:43:00.002+08:00

i am going chinatown later !
but it's for project :/

okayyyyy , so so boring now .
3pm meeting them at amk .
teeheeeeeeees :D
lucky today weather not bad .
claps !
im soooooooo happy !
& idk why .
just a sudden mood .
haha , just hope time passes super slowly today .
let me enjoy every minute now ! :D
cause tomorrow is the start of a school day .
i am sooooooo happy until i can even smile for nothing !
gosh , i feel so dumb (:

SEOWTING IS SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW ! :D

2009-01-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

I FELL DOWN TODAY ! );
today is cca trail .
it's sooooo tired .
this week's just so busy preparing .
after a long practising the performance , im not even shy alrdy la .
this thing so ps i also can finish .
wht's so hard man .
today heard some things tht make me kinda break down suddenly .
stop acting like some fucking hypocrite man .
it arent cute at all .
fuck off fuck off & fuck off .
not happy ?
dont talk to me !
dont even come take anything from me .
come xialan me ?
i shall xialan you back .
totally pissed me off .
gaaah !
dont blame me for showing attitude .
&&&& pls laa .
be more decisive can .
ppl say i order you around ley .
like you my dog like tht siah .
pls ley , do you knw you very irritating sometimes ?
everything also control me .
others say i order you like a dog ,
it's YOU who control me like your puppet !
get things right okay .
dontknw anything dont talk .
seriouly laa , you my who ?
father or mother or ahgong or ahma or stead ?
nothing right ?!
we are just a friend .
im showing you respect so i nvr confront you siah .
sometimes just so pektsek with you .
feel like walking away from you .
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !
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IM SO PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF ! ;x
SIMPLY DONTKNW WHT I WANT }:

sad or happy , dontknw who to talk to .
feel like crying , can only cry in silence .
even if sad , must smile & laugh in front of others .
I WANT TO SMILE & LAUGH LIKE WHT I USED TO BE !

2009-01-04T19:37:00.004+08:00

IM BACK :D

went out today , SHOPPING !
hmm , first plazasing .
went yamaha then , ripples .
after tht , vivo .
vivo completely waste my time !
didnt bought anything .
then , bugis .
bought bag from zinc .
didnt do much thing ley .

yesterday really let me think lots of things . i've sorted out everything tht once make me feel miserable . finally , i feel so shiok . let the past be the past , dont think about them anymore because it arent going to help either . thinking about it cant bring the them back to wht i want it to be . while you are feeling sad over it , others might be smiling & laughing not even bothering about you . it's just my own stupidness . i seriously hate myself for being so stupid . `once bitten twice shy' , i guess i still haven learn my lesson yet . idk how many times must i suffer through this before i really will understand . arent i very dumb ? ):

2009-01-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

i changed phone yesterday .
to w595 .
kind of regret because i dont want to have a slide phone .
spend hundred plus for it .
stupid me .
choose the wrong phone .
today rotting at home . shiok !
so sian , i miss my old phone .
so many memories inside .
but i didnt sell tht phone .
cant bear to .
got feeling der okayyy .
can swop whenever i miss my old phone (:

-im too rash ! ;(

w595-another walkman phone .

2008-12-30T12:58:00.006+08:00

it's sooooo shiok staying at home enjoying life ! :D
eat play sleep !
anythime i like !
rotting at home is a good thing .
& im enjoying tht :D

28/12

it's my last day of work .
as per normal , arrived at 1o5o .
pack all the things & open door ! :D
it was boring !
cause cause cause CHRISTMAS IS OVER !
was like doing nothing most of the time .
woots , i LOVE small kids !
they are so cute ! ;}
lol , went for lunch at o23o .
meet a friend then go this super far place !
gaah , weather was so hot on tht day !
the last day of work is fun !
cause im in charge of the cashier ! :DD
talked with madeline & anna for the whole work .
had some jokes too !
cause we were bored :/
finally , end at 5pm .

29/12

it was clean bandroom day .
tiring though .
took EVERYTHING out of the bandroom & cleared the cupboard stuffs .
nothing much to do .
wiping the dust & VACUUMED THE FLOOR !
haha , vacuum was fun !
lunch time ,
went with claire to buy lunch for them .
SIXTEEN packets of chicken rice !
ahaha , everyone ate chicken rice !
brandon said thankyou to me & it's the first thankyou i heard !
gosh , so gandong can !
lol , then after some more cleaning .
carry everything back to the room .

2008-12-27T12:09:00.007+08:00

25/12
aaron's party !
went his house to celebrate his birthday & christmas .
meet branda at yishun then down to bishan .
met huijun , khairi , jiarui , brandon & jiaxing .
then to aaron house .
went to the tenniscourt & played volleyball .
played poker & others .
lol , quite boring eh :X
then home at 6plus i think .

26/12
aaron house again .
but it's class outing this time .
only EVELEN turn up .
out of the 39ppl .
gosh , but had a great fun .
at first is indoor .
they played playstation & poker .
i was so bored & went outside .
sat on the swing rotting.
took some pictures & called wenning out to join me .
then huijun came out too .
with the volleyball !
so went tenniscourt to play .
the two of us only ! :/
but went back after not long .
thenthenthen SWIMMING !
haha , the guard came TWOtimes to tell us to get out of the pool .
cause , no proper attire !
laughs , went bathing then plazasing !
go meet my mama !
finally homed !

im BORED !

2 days alrdy :/

2008-12-27T10:38:00.014+08:00

24/12

went branda's house for party !
got alotalot of food !
haha !
got angmos come also can .
it's their neighbour .
got this small clip-on party hat .
i cliped 2 on !
one on the left & one on the right .
ahaha !
had alot of fun there .
even went to the rooftop garden over there .
played & camwhored there .

CHRISTMAS TREE !

my two hat .

played true or dare & she got to
mop the whole living room

SHOPPING !

boredom -.-

PIAK !

SUPERMAN !

BALLET !

right hand is mine ;
left is branda's

our last picture ;
on our way home in branda's papa lorry

2008-12-24T13:58:00.004+08:00

im posting again !
sian , now rotting at home but going out later at o615pm .
got christmas party !
ahaha ! it's going be fun .
tomorrow will be having party again .
but it's aaron's party .
not bad eh ?
26 is class outing .
dontknw going anot .
im broke !
cause spend too much money & lending alot ppl money .
gosh , still got so many presents & stuffs haven buy .
28 is the last day of my work ler .
clapclap ! im tired from all the work .
but it's fun .
i scratched myself when packing stocks .
lol , dunb uh .
hians , will be posting again after party .
going pester huijun to go ! ;DD

24/12/07 will be remembered ,
but it is a past tht meant to be forgotten .

梁静茹 - 暖暖

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享的汤我们俩吃汤吃一个碗
左心房暖暖的好保暖
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要
都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什麽困难都觉得有希望
我很这个你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要
我有希望变更好
...啦啦啦....

2008-12-22T13:38:00.002+08:00

today im at home again !
hahaha ! so lazy to go out .
im eating cupnoodle now ley .
so kelian right !
ll , idk wht present to buy for the party !
so until now haven even buy .
24 is coming soon !
gaah , going watch shows online .
stop posting ler .

2008-12-21T12:11:00.006+08:00

I WORK EXTRA TIME FOR TWO DAYS CAN !
soooooo tired && cold la .
finally today dont need work .
23 working again , until ELEVENpm !
hians , some ppl went mia for a while .
lol , i think im going to also .
see when i want .
so shiok wht , dont need to care about anything .
should i go to the chalet tomorrow ?
sian , think also got nothing to do there .
im rotting at home today !
work so many days my legs are tired .
finally !
working can 减肥 !
cause i dont eat one .
2 consecutive days not eating ,
very shiok ley .
dont even got the mood to eat la .
stop posting alrdy , im tired .

林俊杰 - 小酒窝（feat.蔡卓妍）
我还在寻找一个依靠
和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

SMILE is the key to be HAPPY ! (:

2008-12-18T20:57:00.004+08:00

today i went shopping again .
twice !
hah , the reason of shopping because it can make me tired .
when im tired , i wont have time to think of those things tht's bothering me .
shopping really can make me happy .
so many good thing happen which make me feel like im in my dreams .
but it perish after few weeks .
all the good things ,
now become like my past .
i knw tht .
i reallyreally knw !
but i still let it repeat .
so , do i really learn my lesson ?
idk .
wht i once believed in is the one tht hurts me the most .
all the positive things are just my imagination .
even if it's the truth ,
good things are always not for me ,
but just all the bad things always befall on me .
should i continue to let it be like my past or stop it ?
it's only either i get cheated again or end everything .
gaaaah , im so confused };

most of the things are just because of you !
wht's the point of saying all the sweet & nice things last time ,
when wht you say doesnt mean it .
idk whether im really right for trusting you .
by my side ?
hah , i've listened to this tons of time .
but i trusted you !
ended up im just the one getting hurt again & you feel nothing!
is it tht im the one who changed or you ?
EVERYTHING IS JUST MY WISHFUL THINKINGS.

SEOWTING IS JUST SO DUMB LIKE WHT SHE IS }:

2008-12-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

today went shopping .
finally !
got new clothes ler .
was happy with wht i bought today .
when going home ,
saw my brother working .
smacked him hard man , laughs .
lol , just now bought school stuffs .
SHOES && PENS & ALL OTHER STUFFS .
butbutbut i still got alot of things haven buy .
new pencil case , new bag , new ...
so many can !
although my bag use not long only but i want change !
tht bag is soooooo big !
but nice lur .
okay forget it .
i enjoy today ! ;}

i want go class outing !
stupid , cause maybe got work .
cant make it !
idiot !
i waaaaaaaaant !
gaaah ! );

how i really wish you are not working .
you are spending so little time with me ler la .
but you earning money ley .
wht more can i say .
cant even do anything .
vaaah !

2008-12-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

vaaaah , today is a bad day .
#%&*^&^$##^%$#@&*&%#@!%&**#
super lots thing happen until the end .
forget it .
some ppl might knw wht happen .
stupid uh ?
of course la .
spend my day with a friend watching movies !
it's fun !
in a hurry to post now .
im practicing my instrument !
hahaha , i did practise one okayyy .
although it's night time now .
i knw the whole 25-41 bar ler ley !
ahahahahaha ! :DD
shall end today .
hope tomorrow not as bad as today .

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2008-12-10T19:09:00.012+08:00

im back from band !
gosh , today so miserable for me .
my ___ come visit me .
she so li hai okay .
wth , after lunch didnt really blow much .
waste so much of my practise time !
but have tons of fun though .
gaaaaaaaaah , tired !

tomorrow is my ahgong birthday .

HAPPY 7oth BIRTHDAYYYYY ! (:

got to go celebrate his birthday ,
but i got work );
my supervisor say if got ppl tht can take over mine then i can leave .
idiot , 5o-5o lorrrrrrrr .
i hope got ppl take over me .
then can go celebrate ler .
got all the nicenice food to eat lah !
sooooo much better than go work .
working must eat alone one lur .
they only let ppl to go one by one .
BORING !

-i waaaant go my ahgong's celebration !

hey , i really dont wish to be a spare person
tht which you come when you want & go as you wish .
you are really a good friend i can say ,
but i really dontwant you just talking to me when you're bored .
it feels so hurt okayyyyy .
wht is really called a friend ?
guess you knw it better than me .
i dontknw whether you really treated me as a good friend you claimed ,
i dont wish to lose you as a friend .
sometimes you are really so good till tht you really make me belive in `FRIENDS'
but sometimes disapointments also starts because of you .
am i really a friend of yours ?
only god knws .

-i waaaaaant a brother of my ooooown !gaaaah !

a brother is just sooooo good :C

2008-12-09T11:43:00.007+08:00

every new day is the beginning of a new start (:
hahaha , i've been telling myself this everytime .
guess it work out !
laughs , im nolonger sad .
perhaps sometimes but hey !
no more negative thoughts alright .
so many things happen ler . it's enough !
&&&&&& i dont want it anymore .

S-M-I-L-E & L-A-U-G-H
must not be missed out in my day .

yesterday went for work .
it's tiring , but FUN !
at first dont even want go one ,
but like very bad not going .
there's positive things for not working .
&&&& the cashier is fun !!!
hahaha , but i knock until myself when it pop out .
laughs , pain okay !
was likethey wont go until sian meh ?
or singapore got sooooo many ppl ?
until the whole shop can everyday got so many ppl buy things .
but there de things really very nice .
hahaha ! i saw something useful for me .
a small carrier charger dont need plug one .
one AA battery needed can ler .
suitable for all phone ley !
inside got the plug for phone .
not bad right !
cause i everytime battery flat .
haha , post so long liao .
shall stop posting alrdy .

2008-12-06T19:21:00.003+08:00

today was really a bad day for me .
gaaaaaah , everything went so wrong .
lol , this few days of suffering was really enough for me can !
it was so hard to control my emotions in front of my parents .
acting like nothing happen really need lots of hardwork .
all the things was like lining up one by one .
& i'll have to face them one after another .
idk how long will i be able to endure through but every night of silent cry wont help anything .
no one will ever knw wht's the feeling like .
gosh , am i just stupid ?
things are getting so stressed up all this while ,
& idk how to even face them .
if i were to keep it in my heart im sure going to be crazy .
im sure of tht .
but i also cant do anything to it .
i knw i cant let myself being so quiet at home or they will ask .
i dont want to be crazy !
i want to be the old me .
which was smiling & laughing all the time .
even all the setbacks also can act like nothing happen ,
laughing her heart out .
everything just change so quickly & i can feel myself lagging behind .
do i really can be like lasttime ?

on my way home ,
i suddenly think of this .
why cant my life be like fairytale ?
isnt it just so good ?
no troubles no worries .
i will be happier .
everything is just `happily ever after' .
i really want to have this kind of life .
im really tired of now .

-it's just so good to be living in fairytale .

- & i just want to live inside my dreams .

2008-12-04T21:59:00.005+08:00

today went out with keqi .
at first going celebrate advance birthday for the birthday boy one .
but we dont want go escape .
so was like touring in bugis ?
lol , was bored cause it rained .
then , novena .

am i really doing the right thing or not ?
no use ler lah .
wht done cannot be undone .
so , the horoscope thing is true ?
hahs , sorry is not in the use for all times .
you were the only one who knw tht im feeling so down at tht time .
instead , you didnt even care about the explanation i told you .
so im the person you think i am ?
although i dont knw wht but i knw it arent any good .
anyway , thanks for being by my side when i was reallyreally sad .

2008-12-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

gaaaah ,
you are so biased can !
do you even spare a thought for me ?
all you ever care is them lor !
you are being so unfair to me okay .
you didnt even ask me whether i eat dinner alrdy anot can .
you only ask them leh !
they are at home wht .
you no eye see isit !
you keep take care of them also nvr shower me with your love .
pls lor .
today i got to go work from 5-1o .
clapclap uh !
dont need see you lor !

yesterday got this stupid nightmare .
gosh !
really scare me .
but then after this nightmare i think i've not going to trust anyone .
everything is just so fake .
all the care & concern from anyone will only last for a few days .
i just feel like im standing in the middle of nowhere in the earth ,
looking at everything passing me & me not feeling anything .
just numb with it ler bah .
everything is only repeating the history ;
& i'll only get hurt even more if i really believe it .
no one will knw wht it feels like having this feeling .

HISTORY WILL JUST REPEAT ITSELF .
EVERYTHING WILL NOT BE PERFECT IN THIS WORLD .
it's just how you see things .
& i've chosen to give up .

2008-12-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

today is really a bad day !
a second scolding .
you say the attendance is less than 5o percent .
go scold your tht side ppl lah !
hey , tht's not my cca !
all you ever say is cheat us .
never did you once not telling us your lies .
idk whether it is because your stm but show some respect to us before you want our respect okay !
you plan everything nicely for us so ?
it's good to plan things for us but did you even once ask for our opinion ?
our feelings ;
our thinkings ;
& if we are tired of this tedious trainings .
all you ever did is only wht you feel .
if you want to sack all our post ,
by all means !
nobody is stopping you !
stop taking our post to 威胁 us .
we did not even wish to be your leaders .
all you ever do is compare !
all your lies ;
all the same lines when you scold us ,
we are sick of it .
can you change ?!
everytime also say this say tht .
endup leh ?
we still be your puppet !
we got our own opinions lur !
so syf not important lah ?
den get certificate of participation lor .
you also dont care wht !
i dont think you even like sym cans !
you want take us out from syf wor ?
take lah .
who cares .
anyway you think it's not important mah !
we are going to get certificate of participation wht !
you say attitude comes before actions .
but did you even bother why we will like tht ?
we wanted to talk to you from last time to now but you DONT CARE !
we told you we not going for netherlands ler maa !
got no money .
not everyone is as rich as you !
we very poor de cans !
you ask us question & scold us .
we tried to explain & you say we argue with you .
THIS IS EXPLAIN ! NOT ARGUE !
explain also cannot ,
then just let you scold meh ?
who so dumb cans !
everyone got their own rights wht .
we are NOT your puppet so stop taking us as one !
say we are being disrespectful but actually it's not lor !
it's just tht we are trying to explain ourselves .
but you also dont want listen wht .
ask so much got wht use .
tell you liao you still scold us .
so i choose to be silent .
can you listen to us about our feelings ?
i really want to tell you ler .
buay tahan liao .
aiya , lazy type ler lah .
so long alrdy .

i was wondering
does everyone really can choose for their own path ?
i craves being one but i cant .
everyone just say im too small to choose .
i knw my size is small but im trying to grow up !
this is the process of growing up wht .
alright , i may be childish most of the time but i also did being serious .
im tired of letting people protecting me & decide for me .
i dont need any protection from my parents anymore .
i seldom fall down ler .
im not a baby !
gosh ,
is there really a day i dont need any protection & really choose for myself ?

2008-12-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

hians ,
wednesday im going for work .
darn it !
from 5-1o pm cans !
so late lah .
&& i dont like to go home so late cause it's DARK !
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !
can i tell the person i dont want to work ?
lol , i must be crazy lur ! );

2008-11-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

gosh , it's been so long since i last posted .
lol , im booooored !
self-entertaining .
wtf ! today was like quite sad siah .
looking at my own progress for music .
it sucks !
but you keep compare & compare ,
it's getting on my nerve okayyyy !
yahyah they are better ,
so wht ?!
i hate ppl who keep comparing .
so irritating .

"PRACTISE IS THE KEY FOR SUCCESS "
-this is wht peijun told me .
iLOVE it .
haha , guess because im bored baaaaah .

lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol ;

*#$%&*%$#@#!\^&**$#@@#$%^&()^$#@!@

IM FREAKING BORED NOOOOOOOOOOW !

2008-11-13T11:52:00.001+08:00

yesterday was band outing .
it was really fun .
thanks anyways .
i think everyone was really having fun ehs ?
we all admit that we did not really do a good job ,
budden ,they went to buy food because of those not clear instructions .
we all had a talk after that not happy thing .

& hey ,
dont have to really feel remorse because we had fault too .
guess everyone will forget this after all the complains yesterday .
we know you all spend alot of effort for this .
junyang say will have nco talk .
think just all talk nicely lur .
they wont be unreasonable de .

after this ,i dont know whether we will still be as good as last time anot .
but ,this wont be my decision but yours .
i texted you yesterday & you didnt reply .
i know i've been harsh to you all after that not good thing .
but i did help you guys clear things with the rest .
i admit that im angry at the start .
but after see-ing junyang message .
i did feel bad too alright .
hey ,i dont know whether we will still be a close friend ,
but i still wish we will .
i dont know you will know that im writing this to you but ,
i hope you do .

2008-11-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

this magic show is very nice alright .
lol ,im so random uh ?
haha ,is guy is my idol for this competition .
&&&&& he really got win !
but not on this video .
on next next dunno when de .
hahaha !it's nice okayyy ! :X

2008-11-04T10:48:00.000+08:00

today is the THIRD day of my fever .
omg !!it's soooo terrible alright .
later going collect our sectional t-shirt .
maokang pei-ing me to go .
if not wrong ,should be going watch movie .
stupid fever !go away laaaaaaaaaaa !

2008-10-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

im soooooo sick of this skin & i wanted to change .
budden ,
after spending sooo much time searching ,
i still cant find a suitable one .
oh well ,
my eyes are tired .
lol 'o' *yawn*

2008-10-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

"i used to think you had to be like everybody else to succeed .but i learnt people will LOVE you for you .the key is to be comfortable in your own skin .you have to love yourself"-JORDEN SPARKS .
dont you just find this niceeee ?
hahahahaha ! :DD

im just bored :/
later going to do our sectional tee .
hahaha !
&&& im proud to say that i design it . :X
haha .LOL !
forget it .

you are sometimes sweet & sometimes NOT .
i wonder which you really are alright .
you can make me blush ,you can make me angry .
stop controlling meeee !
i first thought i've let go this but i did not .
when im having sooo much fun in band ,
i saw the first sight of you which i long did not .
wanted to smile at you but i cant .
im scared that i'll like you again .
seowting is just so stupid ehs ?
i suppose so .
already 1oplus months le .
& i just cant get back normal .

SEOWTING IS JUST SOOO STUPID & DUMB !! :X

2008-10-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

HUIJUN IS SOOO CUTE TODAYYYYY ;DD
hahaha .
she was the conductor for warm up & she is soooo cute .
she's stiff & shyyyy .hahaha .
wanted to take photo but band ,cant take .
spend my day at band today & im simply tired .
veryvery tired :/
I JUST CANT BLOW MY CLARINET !!! #%@$*^##$
i try & try but it still sucks .
lousier than a sec 1 alright .
aiyaaaaa ,damn ****** up okayyyy .
something so stupid .
we waited for huijun they all for sooo long .
&&& actually ,
they were actually left the band room for so long .
lols !
very tired le .
shall end here .

2008-10-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday is the LAST DAY of 2o8 .
very sad huh ?
we all spent more than 1 year together .
and it's all ended so fast ,
like a lightning .

i hope to stay in this class until i graduate !
but cannot :/
this class is so supportive & enthu .
it's really a very good class .

at first wanted to spend the last day in class ,
budden was called to go social graces thing .
until 12pm then come back ley !
so long lahhh .
then when i came back ,
they were all cleaning tables & chairs ;
took report books .
khairi dyanna gave everyone one chocolate .
haha !the froggy .
after that , home .

but went to school again .
played balls with huijun they all .
it was 2plus & my turn was SEVEN !
soooooo long uh !
totally bored huh ?
hians .no mood post leh .
buhbye (:

2008-10-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

OMG !i cant believe it siah .
seowting MAYBE is becoming a lesbian for she no longer can control herself :X
im trying to prevent myself from this but i dunno why too D;
she had becoming to think that girls are better than boys in EVERYTHING .
girls are just MORE caring ;
girls are MORE faithful ;
girls are MORE loyal ;
girls are MORE devoted ;
girls are MORE in anything !
GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS !
she can hug a girl and be very close but not a boy .
maybe this let her change her mind into a curve .
I WANT BACK A STRAIGHT & I REJECTED WANTING A CURVE MIND !
raaaaaaaaaawwwwwrrrrrrrssssss !
from now on ,
cant be very close to girls too uh ?
i DONT WANT be a lesbian !!! DD;
maaaaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaaaaa !

second issue ,
STOP looking down on me & i wont let you guys have the chance .
so if you think you are very good to comment about my band things
(dont list out .too obvious) ,
see about yourself too !
i might not be very good in
studies ;
playing instrument ;
marching ;
speed & everything .
budden ,i got my own strong points too okay .
at least im always smiling & happy !
i know my blowing cant even be up to standard with the sec 1s
but i DID try okay !
so wad if you are good at blowing instrument ?
big deal .so what ?
'i didnt make the effort' [did you even see it?]
stop being so haolian because you are good .
i will practise harder de .
also ,so wad if (second) you are good in drills ?
only investiture you are good what .
you got practise before during nco camp right ?!
in nco camp jiu big liao meh ?!
i know im actually not even fit to be a nco budden dont need like that criticize right .
im actually a backup cause no more members are available for that empty space .
i did decline when i first knew i am a nco okay .
is mrschee wanted me to try .
i know i dont have the potential lah but it's too much liao okay .
i got dui you very bad in band lah but i also got respect you okay !
i didnt request for much respect or what but i just want the criticism to STOP !
it's very demoralizing okayyyy D:
it HURTS !

2008-10-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

there's some things i wanted to say but i think i'll only say wrong bahs .
i'm not really good in words so i guess it might sound offending .
others already said it .
no need for me to say so much .
seriously ,no offence okay ? (:
hmmm ,
hey !
we didnt dont want you or throw you aside .
we are not ganging up to against you alright .
no matter what ,it's friends .
i think wad i say make no sense bah .
told you i dont know how to put words ):
i didnt forget those happy time k ?
i remember all those time .
it's not we change .
it's you .
im sorry to say this but .
i know you dont like that "bastard" .
but he's really much more better than before .
he treats ppl the same way ppl treat him .
for example ,
if you are good to him ,he will be good to you too .
frankly speaking ,
his attitude become better .
you did change and i know you got try .
but the thing is you change just for a day or two your attitude is back .
im not helping him or wad but i find it quite unfair if i speak ill of him when he's good to me .
im really not offending you but just speaks what my heart tells me .
im a straight forward person so sometimes i know im harsh .
i didnt mean to make you cry ,sorry .
i always do what my mind first tells me to so i never think too much about the consequences .
but ,
i dont like the way you are like trying to ignore me ?or us .
that day i go your house .
do you know im trying to talk to you ?
the atmosphere is soooo damm weird .
im creating a fun atmosphere but you kept a distance .
you are ignoring it or should i say keeping some of you ,
not letting the real you come out and play .
it's so weird !
perhaps is i think too much bahs .
if you really did change for a week ?or a month ,
we really really really can see it de .
it's not anyone fault for this .
it's just fate [no link uh .cause dunno how to end it]

2008-10-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

woooooooooooooooooo ~ it's so long since i blog siah . about aaaaaaaa month ! :D hahaha ! today was soooo quite boring man . but it's enjoyable . tell everyone this .
`iLOVEmy familyyyyy ;D '
i never regret being born in this family ;]
it's so heart warming although there's many dispute among the siblings :X
budden ,it's just the way WE COMMUNICATE ! xD
today ,went `kusu island' (some ppl should know bah)
it's an island with aaaaaaalot aaaaalot tortoise .
go there just to baibai .
when we reach the pier , my papa go buy the tickets and of course ;
i go toilet ;X urgent [no link uh]
then waited soooooooooo damn long just for our turn but nehmind cause , we sat at the VIP corner ley .haha .
not bad huh ?! got plasma tv somemore ley .
reach there baibai den sat at a place to eat tibits .
lol .nothing much de .
queue was sooooooooo LONG okayyyy . wait until my leg was numb . >8[
finally ! we are at the front liao (after so many boats gone luh)
so my sister said "the ppl at the back is so kelian" hahaha !dots .we went through that too okayyy .
finally i guess ,HOME ! ;DD told you it's boringgggg :<

i finally posted photos ! (:

2008-09-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

hahs ,
long time no blog .
really enjoyed this THREE days ley .
sunday-LAYLIN
monday-GRACE
tuesday-GRACE .
niceeeeee !
hope all this can go on .
dont really enjoy studying with the same ppl uh ?
maybe just grace & branda is enough for me .
and if possible ,ILING .
so sorry if offending but i seldom can get into books as i keep run about for
COMICS .
lol .dumb .
all this things happen ,
dont wish to say .
pls luh .
bees around honey ?
dots -,-!!
how about yourself ?
it's just we dont get the right picture in it .
you dont want us to be close with YOUR friends ?
sure .
anyways we got ours .
we shall NOT be with your friends .
can ?
it's like since you hate me so much ,
`treat as you never had me as a friend before'
it's like you hate me ,
why waste your temper on this .
makes no sense uh .
still waste time to spam my blog .
why not study .
your friends dont like me .
it's the same .
my friends dont like you too mah .
just a different point of view .
shall stop now .

today got no mood to study siah .
blasted song in my earpiece .
exam is coming .
i dont like the feel of it ....

2008-09-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

why must you lie to me ?
why why & WHY ?!
why cant you just tell me the truth ?
i didnt say i wont trust you huh .
but now ,
you spoil my mood .
you know something ?
i reallyreally hate you when you lied to me .
i know it was his fault .
but WHY ?
i rather you dont tell me anything at the start to prevent all this things .
study ?hahs .MOVIES !
i hate you !
you asked why i look so moody .
it's because i feel so like hurt !
you said you trusted me .
do you mean it ?
i wanted to trust you back ,
love you the way i do last time .
but do you think it will turn back ?
i will hesitate too !
it HURTS okayyyyyy . D;
i wonder :
`do i really are a close friend of yours'
you used to tell me everything but now NO !
it's him who knows your everything !
normal friends ?
who knows !
i GIVEUP ! ://

heys ,
stop being a hypocrites lah .
dont like me ?
dont talk to me lah .
i hate hypocrites !
got a feel to slap you uh .
LOL .****** ****
think wad .
BIG DEAL .
iHATEyou !
puack !

2008-08-31T19:26:00.000+08:00

heys !take my test ! ;D

Create your own Friend Test here

see how well you know me huh ?

2008-08-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIJUNNNN♥

hey !today is HUIJUN birthdayyyy !
tell you all something .
i was veryvery tired so i went to sleep .
but i setted alarm to send huijun her HUNDRED messages on time .
but ,
2359 i seted 1159 !
arg ..... STUPID LARRRR . D;
den ,
morning 5plus i wokeup and see de alarm .
'why never ring siah'
lagged at the time for VERYVERY long den i realised I SET WROOOONGGGG !
ahhhhhhhh .GEKSIM siah .
but i did send hundred to her .haha .

tomorrow i going it fair with the same ppl .
haha .later LOST !
going to grab ppl shirt .
branda also going to do that .haha .
excited ?NO !
hahahahahahahaaaaaaa !

yesterday went volleyball & basketball with
HUIJUN ,PEIJUN ,GRACE ,BRANDA ,JAMES ,LIANGCHI & RYAN .
haha .i didnt play basketball .but played volleyball .
FUNNNN !
den went bowling .
iling came find us but she dont want bowling . :/
huijun & peijun dont want bowling too ! :/
sad siah .
yesterday is BALLS games . :D
hahaha .

2008-08-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

this few days no mood for blogging . :/
& of course no time too .
im busy studying ?
banding and other stuffs .
totally bored !
nothing else le .

heys ,you two make me feel like crying lah . :/
it's like WHY ME ?
alright ,you two seemed change ?
not even i say .
hot-tempered ?
who knows .
im sorry for the attitube C ,but A & B keep saying lah .
making me feel pekchek with it .
A & C ,you two know although i smiled and laughs when im being shoot by you all or others ,
inside me i feel so sad & hurt which makes me wan to cry .
but you two seems to forget !
i always find D ?
YES i know .
but it's because i always feel OUT with ONLY YOU TWO .
you all never notice it at all .
and all you all say is that we ps yous .
i dunno wad to say too :X
being shoot by you guys is like alright but can just dun over limit it and always push me around ?
IT HURTS OKAYYYYYYY ! D;
just that i dun wan to say .
A ,i know you are always like that but ,
can you just get a hold of yourself ?
& stop being pampered ?!
petty is NOT a good way .
you all just make me want to CRY OUT LOUD D;;
CRYYYYYYYYYYYY for all i want .
i nearly cried out but i swallow it back .
im always full of craps to enlighten you guys but i feel sooooo SAD inside me .
SMILES ,LAUGHS ,
is just GONEEEEE inside me D;;;

2008-08-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

MY LEFT EAR STILL GOT DE SWIMMINGPOOL WATER INSIIIIIIIIIIIIIDEEEEEEEEE ! :/

hahahahaha ! ;D
dumb . -.-
today got baaaaaaand !
fuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnn ♥
hahahaaaaaa .
but i got FUCKED-UP !roars !
den went tooooooooo `ILING CONDOOOOOOO' !
yayyayyayyayyayyayyayyyyyyyys !
sooooooooo HIGH CLASS !
we played on the poooooooooooooooooooooooooool .
got PLAYGROUND INNNNSIDEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

PARADISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDDD

then tio security .
he came and tell us cannot go into the pool without appropriate attire .
DAMM it lah .
ass that supervisor .
haha :X
den went

SUAAAAAAANNNNNNAA ! (:

wootswootswoots .
SHIOKKKKK !
we lift our shirt up to let ourselves SWEAT !
haha . :D
dumbdumb .
tooks lots & lots of photos .
MUACKS them siah .

myL♥VESSSSSSSSSS

hohoho [:
this friday going again .
hope to have more FUUUUNNN ! ((:

MONDAAAAYYYYYY ;

went to movies at BISHAN !
took lots of photos too !
[will edit next time] ;DD

links will be link nexttime .psps (:

2008-08-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

this photos are wad i promise LOHKEQI to upload .
it's 5MAY .soooo long ago lah .dots siah .
but it's ME & LOHKEQI de favourite place .
it's so long since lasttime we went there .
hoping to go again !! :D

arg ....
im back .
today went to study .
so many ppl never go lah .
wth lor .
make me sudden mood swing . :/
but thanks to the ppl who comfort me yesterday .
yesterday something fucking happen too .
kane scolded by my ahgong but i shouted back . :X
today RAIN ! >8(
have to run in the rain wit grace & james .
dumbass .
but i dunno why ,
im SUPER QUIET !
& im de MOST HARDWORKING there !
i really did study .
& also teach iling maths .
hahaha :DDDD
nothing much lah .
was emo for a while at the library .
nvm .
nothing to say le .
BYEEEEEEEEEEEES ;D

aiya ,wad an ass lor .
tagtagtag !
nothing did happen lah .
fine then .
shall not talk to you le lah .
only make me more&more DISPLEASE WITH YOU .
looking all those past message make me think `WHY I WILL TALK TO YOU !?!'
feel sooooo much stupid .
puii !
simply hate you now lah .
wad's that attitude lor !
SUCK LIKE HELL !!
argh .
think of this makes me sooooo ANGRYYYYY !
STUDID LIIIIAAAAARRRRRRRRRR .

2008-08-15T20:17:00.001+08:00

dududududuuuu ....
HAHA ! ;D
today was a GREAT day .
i went to watch movie with LOHKEQI ♥
watched `MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2' again ...
but this time was more fun than last ! :D
simply LOVEit .
dunno why .
we bought COUPLESEAT which was like 2seats combine to 1 .
ook ....was my FIRSTTIME sitting that kind of seats ...
feel like an lagger siah .
we are soooo dumb to buy popcorn & drinks first lah .
ended go disabled toilet .
got 2 toiletbowl ! :X
1adult 1children .
KEQI took the small & i took the big one .
haha .DUMB !
the facilities in the disabled veryvery useful to us lah .
love the toilet .
haha (:
it's been ages since i went out with keqi ar . :/
but we went out today .
monday i still have to go watch with branda they all .
haha .EXCITED ! ;DDDD

&&

my teeth is soooooo
oooooo
oooooo
oooooo

`SHINYYYYYY :D'BLINKBLINK !

SMILEEEEEE ;DDD

2008-08-14T17:02:00.000+08:00

this blogskin is lastyear one .
but DUNCARE lahhhh .
it's speaks my mood now
haha :D
dunno why but feel very happy all this days .
it's somehow actcute lah .
but I WAN A HAPPY SKIN .
so DUNCARE ! xD

2008-08-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

today ,
i went home with CONSTANCEEEE !
haha .it's been ages since we went home together hur ?
took THREE TIMES the train . [:
the weather was HOT!!
so decided to play with train while waiting for her sister .
haha .BUDGET hor ? :X
at first got one more .but we decided NOT to liao .
soooooo dumb cans .
at first never rain lorrrrr ....
play until rain .tsk !
damm dumb lah .
haha .
but was kinda fun ?
so enjoyable ar .
HAHA !
byes .loves♥ .

2008-08-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

alright ....
i didnt really talk to him today .
except telling him to remind .
it dont count as talk yea ?
haha .
feel like an achievement .
stupidddd . -, o
hahs .
actually got the urge but nvm .
you seemed a `hongster' to me .
alot ppl jio ?
hahs . o.-!!
dunno wad to sayyyyy :X
anyways ,
not my business lahhhh .
yahyah .
like an idiot now siah .
ohhh well . (:
THIS ME ! :D
who cares luh .
okie .this post seems STUPID .
nothing liao .
byeeeeeeeeeeees ! [:

2008-08-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

here i am posting AGAIN .
morning was like damm BORED .
waste one day of my HYPERNESS lorrrrr .
tv control was the only one sticking to me by my side .
ended BLACKOUT for 1o-15 seconds .
argh ....
FINALLY !
my mama told me to go my ahyi house .
dunno for wad too .
was like EVERYTIME GOING OUT WITH MAMA HAVE TO DRESS LADY .
irritating but bobian .
really did doll myself up .
and that took me 1HOUR !!!
wth lahhhh .
if only i refuse to go out .
but not a bad result yea ?
hmmm ,not bad not bad .
haha :X
conclusion :
`i cant be a PERFECT lady'
stupid me .
went to meet my mama .
I TOOK WRONG TRAIN .
IDIOT ... -, o
have to rewait .
hair turned messy AT THE END .
CAUSE OF THE WIND LAH ...
my 1hour work siah ....
alright ,
things are well except ONE .
not going to post out .
i know im idiot lah .
kays ,stop now .
have to chiong project .
anyways ,nothing else .
byebye . l♥ves .

although i have been close with others ,
but my heart will NEVER change .
things will still be the same just that .....
nvm ,shall not broad over it );

2008-08-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

dont have to care this .it's my project thing . :/

DEFINATION :

Atherosclerosis is a condition in which fatty material collects along the walls of arteries. This fatty material thickens, hardens, and may eventually block the arteries.
Atherosclerosis is a type of arteriosclerosis. The two terms are often used to mean the same thing.

ALTERNATIVE NAME :
Arteriosclerosis; Hardening of the arteries; Plaque buildup - arteries

SYMPTOMS :
Symptoms usually do not occur until blood flow becomes slowed or blocked. If this happens, you may have chest pain or leg pain, depending on which artery is involved. Sometimes symptoms occur only with activity.

CAUSES :
It occurs when fat, cholesterol, and other substances build up in the walls of arteries and form hard substances called plaque.
Eventually, the plaque deposits can make the artery narrow and less flexible. This makes it harder for blood to flow. If the coronary arteries become narrow, blood flow to the heart can slow down or stop, causing chest pain (stable angina), shortness of breath, heart attack, and other symptoms.
Pieces of plaque can break apart and move through the bloodstream. This is a common cause of heart attack and stroke. Blood clots can also form around the plaque deposits. Clots block blood flow. If the clot moves into the heart, lungs, or brain, it can cause a stroke, heart attack, or pulmonary embolism.

WAYS CAN BE PREVENT :
-Eat a low-fat, low-cholesterol, and low-salt diet.
-Eat fish. Adding fish to the diet at least twice a week has been shown to be helpful. Do not fry the fish, as this destroys the benefit.
-If you don't like to eat fish, try a fish oil supplement.
-Exercise 30 minutes every day. If you are overweight, you should get 60 to 90 minutes of exercise a day.
-Lose weight if you are overweight.
-Stop smoking.
-Mild to moderate consumption of alcohol or wine (1-2 drinks per day) may also reduce the risk of cardiovascular events. Too much alcohol, however, does more harm than good.
-If you have one or more risk factors for heart attack or stroke, ask your doctor if you should take aspirin every day. Aspirin can help some people reduce the risk of heart disease and stroke.

2008-08-10T15:07:00.000+08:00

WAD A BORING DAY UH ?
ook ,
LIBRARY OPEN !
glad that it did .
at first thought never open but it DID !
meet branda at yishun .
THIS TIME I DIDNT WENT TO THE WRONG DOOR . ;D
nothing weird happen but talk lots of funny things &was sooo LOUD .
then meet some ppl at hub .
THEY DRIVE US TO DRIVEWAY MAC .
haha :DD
got shengming weixian siah .
but was ALIVE &reached mac .
then me &branda went out to play the baby playground .
was like a maze .&our knee hurts .
she knocked on her head when we just crawled in .
then played swing .
conclusion :`branda cannot swing!'
haha . ;D
james just came &shouted `sooo childish ar !'
he helped us take 3 photos .
then headed to library to our usual corner .
i got NO HOMEWORK only got 1PROJECT !
wad a stupid project .
damm boring .
it's homeecon project .
STUPID RIGHT ?!
ook ,this shall end .
de project is waiting for me .
bye (: ♥love

2008-08-09T16:05:00.000+08:00

BACKED .
ook ,
today was my ahma birthday celebration .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA !
many loves♥
haha .
was so bored cause here de ppl is all generation gaps .
either younger than 1o ,den is older than 18 .
TOTALLY GOT NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT !
it's sooooo boring !!!
but nvm lahh .
im suppose to celebrate my ahma birthday .
soooo ,wasnt that bad after all .
she was my ahma yea ?
cant say this kind ar .
here was all kids ar ?
they soooo childish siah .
buey tahan .
soooo CROWDED !!
stuffy ?
PIANZI !
everything also you WINNNN .
where got such thing ?
comfirm you cheat de lor .
CHEATER !
haha ! ;DD
ook ,
shall end now .
nothing to write le .
BYEBYES ! :]

2008-08-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

ook ,i didnt really on leave .
TODAY HAD A GREAT FUN ,YESTERDAY TOO ! ;D
everytime go to grace house ,RIOTS&FIGHTS will involve .haha .
yesterday is teamup with my `grand-daughter' branda and fight iling .
today was me and qirui .
here's one of the video .
although it's stupid but it surely BRIGHTEN MY DAYYY ! :D

i really love them alot .
they never fail to make me smile and forget my worries .
they never fail to make me feel FREE !
they are really wad i called truefriends♥ .

heys ,
im SORRY if i sounded sarcastic .
but i know you know why .
i dont wish to talk to you for a few days it's because im scared .
just scared of something .
it's something i really hope it's NOT but i just cant let my mind off .
SORRY . :/
i know you dont mind .
perhaps im just being too sensitive but i just cant control it .
but i'll still remember the GENTLE thing i promised .
not so chorlor yea ?
i still remember .
hahs .
if you read this (i hope you wun) ,
dont like avoid me siah .
im just posting cause i wanted to say sorry .

2008-08-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

rol em ot riafnu os sti
sruoy lla pu dedne dna moc sih esu ot uoy llet ohw eno eht mi
neht enif .
gnihtyreve eldnah tsuj nac uoy
hal el mmad a evig tnod
esu on osla
dlrow nwo ym no gnivil tsuj i
enoyna htiw esolc eb ot gniog ton &&
luh serac ohw .
(will be on leave this few days)
-BYEBYEeverybody

2008-07-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

im BACK !
about monday .
nothing except 2.4 run .
stupid siah .but PASS !woots .
had a bicker with him ?
i dunno wad to say .
tuesday ,
I REACH HOME SUPER EARLY ! :D
feel so proud .
TODAY ,
i scolded wrong person ! :/
it's all my freaking fault siah .
im just so fail for the logistic .
just this unconfirmed info given ,i did a very guilty thing . D;
i think you are right .
im just not fit to be a logistic .
im just suitable for an ordinary member .
why cant i just dont do any mistake ?
I WAN BACK MY ORDINARY LIFE .
i dun wan to have all this problem .
it's stressful & irritating .
maybe i should stop caring about this logistic stuff .
i used to like this post cause it's fun .
ook ,iHATElogistic now ! );
lots and lots of stupid thing .
i dont deny that iENJOY keeping of stands and other thing but now iHATEit .
stupid siah ...
and GENTLE is not me so it's still a longlong way to it .
who cares being gentle ?
just too LADY ...
hahs .
vanessa liu 2/5
shocked that i know who you are right ?!
that's soooo sad for you .
eh !wad's your freaking problem lah hor .
i didnt offend you right ?
dun come xialan in my blog lah !
who you think you are ?!
so humji !
dont dare put your DISGUSTING NAME !
please lor .
growup lah !
asshole bit.ch !
xialan xialan at your own blog lah !
ccb !!!
dun insult my name hor !
random bit.ch .
fcuk off lah !!!
sucker .
act one big isit ?
everybody is not so humji like you .
act one innocent ...
ended up soooo BIT.CH !
go face the wall reflect !haha !

2008-07-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

THS IS SPECIALLY FOR KAIYUN .
because the stupid thing cannot burn so have to post out .
kaiyun must see ar !
my PRESENT leh !

2008-07-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

how i wish you are like the past ,
the one who's so caring and helpful .
you changed so much ,
unitil the one ,
who i cannot understand .
are you a `flirt' like wad they say ?
i hope you are not .
but evidence are lying in front of me .
if time could turn back ,
i hope i never know you from the start . D;

2008-07-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

hians .
it's soooooo foolish of me .
i just feel so stupid .
you werent care at all .
i just hope that you are not avoiding me .
it's MISERABLE ! D;

2008-07-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

alright .today was my birthday .
was in a good mood at first .
but this particular person just SPOIL MY MOOD .
ook ,
it's not that im showing off .
i just wanted to share my joy with YOU .
i thought a friend should share their joy and sadness together .
i didnt know that you will think im showing off .
and about the banana ,
i ONLY HUG IT 1PERIOD IN LIT .
NOT WHOLE DAY .
so dont anyhow say can ?
yah ,THAT'S ALL !
THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES AND PRESENTS . ♥

2008-07-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

hai .somehow ,im back .
ook ,start with yesterday .
GOOD !nobody spoil my mood .
was having great fun with ;
-GRACE
-BRANDA
-LIANGCHI
-TINGHAO
-... (you know who)
-DANIAL
-RYAN
studying at first .
i didnt really study much .
then ,
SHUNTAT ,JAMES ,JIAXING came to join us .
had a surprise "party" .
hahahs .
went up to find kaiyun to eat the cake with us .
cake was smashed on face & hand &leg .
stupid but fun .
went to library to wash away (:
GREAT FUN !
iLOVEyouall ! ♥

2008-07-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

ook .things went back to normal .
and yah ,we patched ?
i mean the twinsister .
i dont know she had stop angrying or not but she talked to me and normal .
was caught for detention all because of this stupid sudden sportcheck .
idiot siah .
den went band .
now i believe wad huijun say by they sense NO BELONGING IN MILITARY LE .
and so ,IM GOING BACK SYMPHONIC .
but I WANT COME BACK OF 2o1o SYF LEH ...
dunno can anot .
sian lah ....

TAG REPLIES ;

LOHKEQI-that's wad you think of me den fine .but i really didnt say out this time .you can choose not to trust me .but seriously ,as a very closefriend of mine this few periods ,can you just give me the trust this time ?cause i trusted you when you said never .and i didnt say that you are a bitch or wad .and that post i didnt use any vulgar so just stop scolding me vulgar .i dont like vulgars now .yah .this tag was the longest and that time you said i never post longlong for you ,this time i did .

illene-nevermind seriously .it's not your fault (:

Johnathan-dunno ?anything .it's like no link for the 'anything' cause i dunno wad to write back (:

x-mem-erm ,there's alot x-mem so which are you ? :X

2008-07-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

ook .things went SUPER WRONG today .
was like WHY YOU WANT TO CHOOSE THIS DAY ?
sucks siah .
was completely hate today .
but was having great fun at first .
and you just spoil my mood .
i know no matter how hard i try to explain ,
you wun trust and believe wad i say .
dat's the reason why i dun wan to explain already .
i've explain alot but you given me the answer of not trusting me .
i know wad im going to do and you will surely agree with this .
it's 1o32 pm .

LET'S JUST END THIS FRIENDSHIP .

it might be the best thing and i know your answer is 'ook' .
cause your actions already tells me .
this is also to wenning .
i know you all will hate me even more but im just tired .
you all might think im so bitch to end this friendship and this should be you all saying first .
but ,i know wad's my consequences and i prepared to quit colourguard .
i want to tell you all this .
there's a phrase that says :
'NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MAKE YOU SMILE'
so i NEVER regret for spendings all this time with you all .
it's really fun .
this song is for my taday :
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

ook .
nobody ever know how i felt .
you just wun understand the feeling of this .
i just dunno it's a riight choice anot but lets just get things cleared .
this is my form of clearing
cause it had already went to like this .
no use anymore .
i cant bring myself to trust you like last time .
after a backstabbing for so many months ,
I HAD ENOUGH !

2008-07-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

STOP BACKSTABBING LE LAH HOR -ASSHOLE !
ook .two things to say .
but just going to add-on the thing on TOP .
EH ASSHOLE .
dont think you temporary sl i scared you hor .
BIG DEAL AR .
scold scold scold like we owe you like dat .
WHAT ?! SL BIG ISIT !
PLEASE LOR .
I WOULDNT MIND QUARREL WITH YOU AND NOT LISTENING TO YOUR ORDERS .
please cans .
OMG !!!
i know you will read this post but yah this post is for you .
IM JUST A VERY STRAIGHTFORWARD PERSON .

2008-07-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

this is for SHERMIN ,ANGYING &WENNING .
IM SORRY .
i really have no interest for basketball & shuaiges .
and i really went home with branda and grace .
it's just that i went to eat with them and get things .
then headed home and do homework .
i know it's my fault .
sorry .
i really dont have things to say to you all when you all are together .
im just really not close with you all i think .
i dont know why too .
i have a negleted feeling when with you all together .

to SHERMIN ;
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY .
cause i really dui bu qi you .
cause you said buying thins so i didnt mind at all .
but sbc ,
i really got no interest .
sorry .

2008-07-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

actually ,i thought my love for him ARE NOT so deep .
but i didnt know why ,when i was thinking about him just now ,
i realized I MISS HIM ALOTALOT .♥♥♥
i did not talk to him today :/
i thought that talking to someone else will make me forget that i usually message him .
I WAS WRONG .instead i miss him EVEN MORE .♥
i wanted to share my laughter ,smiles ,sadness and anger with him but I CANT .
i seriously have to stop this MADNESS .
if he know this he will HATE me cause i maybe made him fell bad about this .
but i cant stopped it .
tears just came out of my eyes and rolled down my cheeks .
i really really miss you .♥
but no matter how much i does ,
the fact wont change .
i still live on my own and you live yours .
14JANUARY2008 IS REALLY MY PRECIOUS MEMORY .♥♥
THE MRT SCENE .
i dont know what to say but ,
im glad for this BEAUTIFUL MEMORY .
THANKS FOR GIVING ME SUCH WONDERFULS MEMORIES♥ D;

2008-07-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE .
HAD BAND TODAY .
liu out of band room lots of time and everytime i succeded .
HAHAHA .
iling was caught back in everytime .
and ,i tell YOU hor .
STOP DIAO-ING ME
AND ZHENDUI ME I TELL YOU .
DONT THINK YOU BEING FAVORED BY PPL I SCARED YOU .
YOU THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF .
OMG ....
DONT THINK TOO MUCH LAH ...
HIYOEHYA .
GO REFLECT .
ALTHOUGH IM NOT GOOD NOT EVEN SAY PERFECT .
BUT I KNOW YOU ARE NOT GOOD EITHER .
HAHAHA .

iLOVEyou ,
youLOVEme ?
we are HAPPY FAMILY .
[I KNOW IT'S LAME BUT iLIKEthissong ;DDD]

2008-06-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

WENT TO AMK LIBRARY WITH GRACE TO STUDY .
den jiaxing came to join us .
follow by ryan ,liangchi and shuntat .
hahahs .
shuntat was like left out cause his face looked sian .
but i entertain him lor .
although dunno him .
but he dao me cans .
liangchi teached me maths and i eat alot of things .
hahahs .
had great fun today .
i bite ryan hand just to tell him have a break lor .
and RYAN GOT SMILE WITH HIS TEETH LEH .
HAHAHA .
FINALLY .
anyways ,that's the end ;DDD

2008-06-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE ,
THE 27JULY PERFORMANCE IS OVER .....
all graduates will be gone .
and the 4Ns are stepping down .
i dunno why ,
got a feeling that band will drop with all graduates gone .
sians .
I WANT ALL GRADUATES DONT ABANDON US ...
REMEMBER DONT FORGET US .

2008-06-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE .
WELCOME BACK TO MT BLOG .
IT''S A FRESH NEW POST .
SUPER THE FRESH LEH .

today was our PREVIEW .
yays .my MAMA got come .
im SUPER DUPER HAPPY .
and i didnt do wrong ,exclude the hand cramp part .
was so COOLING and make BREATHING SO DIFFICULT .

hey to love .
hmmm .was fun today ?
and i dunno wad to say but
im happy that you disiao me ;D
dunno why leh .
after band i wan ask you wan go home together anot de .
but i guess you will be eating with your clique .
so never .
anyways ,had lots of fun this 2days .
iLOVEyous ♥

2008-06-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

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GRACE-the plaster is SUPER CUTE !
illene-hahahs .is keqi post deeee .(:
EDWARD-heyhey !de SAME MONTH de ;D
k-hai-ri-hahahs .i GREW UP le .read FICTION BOOKS leh ...instead of COMICS ;D
LOHKEQI-but you miss illene more lorrr . ):
DENISE-yah .somehow or so ?i got talk to him sometimes de . ;D
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